yesterday's unpleasantness. Meeting with Zuzia Yesterday's day it was a nightmare. This is what was happening outside was frightening. Today I can barely move his arms, so I hurt from waving a shovel.
Today, fortunately, there is peace. Brewed myself a cup of coffee in kawiarce, cucumber soup with pyrli, so I have a moment to write a few words:)
Yesterday day was to remove snow from ... I did not even have time to cook dinner. Hour odśnieżałam, half an hour warming himself at home ... So it seemed. Zasypywało us immediately. Normally
probably not mówiłabym about it, because wherever it was, but when something happens to this weather scares.
lives with us at home, my husband's grandmother. This is an older person who since August pochorowała terribly. Her senile disease progressed so that at the moment is the person requiring care non-stop. Only lies and lives entirely in his own world. It is not crippled, but not moving and not enough on its own funkcjonować.Lekarze say it is not by only the physical state of mind ... Everything for her is based mainly on care. So much we can do for her. Grandmother almost did not recognize us, has its world, which puts us, but as it suits her. Or rather, how it allows what is happening in her head. For days my grandmother screaming, crying, crying ... That is the most common. Sometimes, however, thinks that he is young, he tells us that it was flying a hovercraft on a date, or chase us out of the room he says he just is in bed with a man, or tans in the clearing, or asking to help her stretch laundry in the backyard ...
At night, often wakes us up screaming because her grandmother was plucking some devils, which we do not, either because it is krzyzcy fire and she burns the whole ... This is all very serious and frightening ... And above all, very sad and depressing because we can not help in any way. Grandma
course is under the care of doctors, but they prescribe drugs, come from time to time to control and that their task is over. Grandma apart from a few ordinary-age ailments and Parkinson's is a kind of schozofrenii. In addition, once worked in hazardous conditions, poisoned with lead. Saturnism apparently makes itself felt after a few decades, wreaking havoc in the brain. Unfortunately, there is no cure. Changes in the brain are irreversible.
world in which my grandmother now lives is a rather cruel. He can yell all the time 3 days, she can not control it, and we can do nothing about. We must wait patiently until it calms down, which unfortunately is not easy. We are tired physically and mentally because niespania at night, and the body 4 of the same grandma from fatigue requires rest. Grandma falls asleep for a few hours, at that time, and swollen tongue throat come to me ...
This is for several months.
recently come to the states even coma or sudden collapse. Grandma suddenly lost consciousness, has opened his eyes, but do not contact. It is appalling to us, we do not know if it's not in danger because every time you call an ambulance. Sometimes it will provide assistance at home, and sometimes have to take her to hospital. And so every few days ... Yesterday my grandmother again przydażyło something like this.
However, due to assistance from snow was not so easy.
ambulance arrived, but buried the ambulance on the road in front of our gate. In-law after the operation can not overload. Both the mother for a long time odkopywałyśmy ambulance, so they can take Grandma to the hospital. It was scary because here, the time counts, and man is helpless against such elements.
Fortunately, it worked:)
But then again, a lot of unpleasant things. In the hospital, my grandmother went into the care of a physician foreigner. Black doctor, who almost did not speak Polish. God forbid I'm not a racist. But I can not fathom how a doctor who works in the country where the language of force Polish language is virtually unable to get along in this language. Not only that, it itself is still great ignorance is irresponsible. Working in this profession, to the emergency room, where the work is not just to treat, because to do so you need to communicate with the patient does not speak even a "broken Polish." For me it is outrageous. Do not kid yourself, but older people rarely speak foreign languages. The grandmother-in-law was that getting along with medical practice in sign language, and still came out a few misunderstandings. I do not know how such a person has a person to help if you do not understand what happened to him he says. Doctor marotał something under his breath, in the card nawypisywał such stupidity that headache. Przekręcał information received.
The card can be read that the grandmother was poisoned by agents uspakajającymi-interesting how such requests. Grandma was not done blood tests that could confirm this. That I do not know what gives her the drugs! But these are not drugs bought in the bazaar, only measures written on prescription by a GP or psychiatrist. Do not treat it after yourself! It is a pity that the doctor does not have a chance to watch how you look after 3 days of crying and weeping. Written
also, that the grandmother has numerous bed sores! I wonder where the place? After the last few days stay in hospital had a bedsore. However, adequate care at home and they do not. Were cured. Personally, I have phoned my friend who is a nurse and asked what we do to heal these wounds. A woman has taken over so that a few days after his dyrzuże in the hospital and did my grandmother would come dressings. At 22 went out from us and come back 30 km to his home ... Do not ever take for a dime. We are very grateful to her because not required, but so helped us. Grandma at the moment is very well groomed, has a special mattress and she was all right. Therefore, I can not understand why the doctor wrote tem such stupidity.
mother-in-reading all of this barely restrained tears. Unfortunately, the doctor did not want to change, but he could not explain how the stupidity. It is very unfair I think.
How can I write in these things with impunity, and those words hurt others. Maybe if the doctor knew the Polish language and could communicate to him all this would not happen? I do not know, but I know in what condition is the grandmother, and I think that the doctor should pay some consequences of what he wrote in the card. It is a lie and nonsense.
grandmother brought a 1 o'clock at night to the house. We prefer to be with us, taking care as you need.
called for, but it moved me terribly yesterday's situation. I am sorry mother in law, because I know that it affects what the doctor had written. I see how much work and strength (not just the physical) need to put in the care of a sick, elderly person. This is what we can do for my grandmother so much we do. So I do not agree to such impunity and audacity of a doctor. We want to write a complaint to the hospital directorate. It's probably impossible, but man at least signal that this can not be and should not.
I know that leaving the blogowo, but a lot is happening. Tomorrow I will write a less pessimistic post, but I believe that I had to throw it out.
Ciepełko I send you this frosty day. Aga
And I still pierniczę:) 
